I’m Getting A Divorce

You wouldn’t eat or, drink poison on a daily basis, would you? 

I do.  Almost daily. I am taken daily to places I don’t want to go, and I become the person I don’t want to be.  I’m unhappy, my insides twisted, I’m in angst, negative, frustrated, and angry.

I must do something so, I’m getting a divorce from this poison.  Leaving her for now, and possibly for the remainder of my life.  Severing ties because, it eats at me, and tries to destroy me.  I get back up, sometimes becoming positive for a little while but, for too short of a time.  Less, each time.

So, finally I must leave before I become a disappointed, bitter old man.

I am divorcing that which is killing me at a faster rate than age or, illness.  So with one swift hammering of the gavel, the divorce is given a final decree.

The divorce between me, and politics is granted without visiting rights.

I salute the fighters who, can police politics, keeping those inside, transparent to the public.  I salute you. You are what I want to be but, can’t because I watch, and just can’t state my case without having it consume me.

From now on, I watch from the sidelines, do what I can to be positive within the confines, given.  Give my life a happy ending despite those doing awful things to this country.  the focus is no longer on what terrible things they are doing but, what wonderful, great, positive, happy things I get to do.  There are so many happier places to be than, down in the trenches with these turncoats in Washington.

This will be the last time, I pointedly spew out my hate of those anti-Americans in CONgress.  New habits to be formed after this divorce. 

Did you know, that once mere dislike becomes hate, it too consumes, and brings you to fragmented thoughts of self-hate?  I hate me for allowing them in, and now, I’m turning that around.

Peace.  Love.